Dear Sweetheart,...

As a young woman its very difficult to know what you really want. Sometimes the very qualities you pray for in a man end up coming in the wrong percentages. Sometimes he's 50% emotional, instead of the 30% you really needed. Other times he's 10% ambitious when you were hoping for a sweetheart who was more like 60%. Sweetheart, I loved you please don’t misunderstand that. I loved you so much that I tried to take what you presented just to repackage it into something I could live with. That wasn’t fair to you, you deserve to be accepted for who you truly are. Although it hurt to let you go....I knew I could not continue to stay. So what fills my days now you may wonder...nothing...I am single, getting myself together physically, spiritually, and financially. I go on dates with the local boys (not men, as of yet, but I'll keep you posted..lol..) I spend time with a network of equally accomplished women, and I am happy; but I don’t have my sweetheart. Hows you dos honey? Is life treating you okay? Am I allowed to tell you that I will always love you in my own way? Sweetheart you weren’t what I wanted then...its true, but that should take anything from you. Sweetheart you were genuine, that’s not something a lot of men can say. Dear Sweetheart...take care of you.